Had my class BBQ today, well can say it was a successful one. Other then the part where the seafood shop was closed one that day and we had to buy our seafood from gaint. Song, Hao and Fei cycled all the way to Giant just to get the seafood. Haha, well most of the people turned up. Had an unexpected guest today, Jac, Ken's the Girlfriend. But o well guess we all know each other its alright. It was great to be able to meet up with them as a class again, the atmosphere was great. Catching up, crapping about. Playing Black Jack. All the cold jokes, and the clumsiness of the few people spilling drinks and dropping food on each other, although it should be something to be angry at but somehow it just becomes a laughing matter. Well thanks for those who turned up and hope u all had a great time. I'll try to organise these small events frequently so we'll always keep in contact ya?

Well somethings happened today that made me thought about the past, after the bbq when everyone left and i am left alone in my room. I thought of some old friends. Well, how can some people change so much that even those closest to them now feel they are total strangers. Guess that's life, you lose some, you gain some.

Was thinking of something which Pastor Doug spoke about during the BBQ. We had so much food on our tables that were not cooked. So a phrase he said struck my mind.

We do not live on food but by the word of god.

What does this phrase means? Is it telling us that although food is the item that's giving us the energy to carrying out our daily activities, it is not the one that will let us carry out our spiritual activities?? That the word of god is the only thing that can give us energy for our spiritual self? I really agree with what Senior Pastor Khong said quite long ago.

We are all smart beyond our own good.

We start to think for ourself and make decisions on our own instead of listening to God's word. We start to doubt and then start to make choices that selfishly benefit us. Well thats what i was wondering while i am staying at the 4 blanks walls of my room. Thinking of refurnishing my room and removing some cupboards and adding some things to my plain walls. Well, i'll have to wait till after CNY before doing all thses.