Boring Day For Me..

Today is a boring day for me.. at around 3 i went to play basketball with hao and bonson. Well it was just a short session and they both left to meat thier stead. Went home and did nothing for the whole day.. seems like everyone is busy doing thier own stuffs. O well, thinking of looking for a 2nd job as i am very free.

Just ate the dory fish which was left over from the bbq yesterday. Now i understand why the water we had finished so quickly.. the chilli was one of the spicest i have ever eaten.. started perspiering immidiately i swallowed the 2nd piece haha. Well thats about the only thing that happened today worth mentioning. Nothing else happen. Maybe i should go jog later. I'll just see my mood.

Had my class BBQ today, well can say it was a successful one. Other then the part where the seafood shop was closed one that day and we had to buy our seafood from gaint. Song, Hao and Fei cycled all the way to Giant just to get the seafood. Haha, well most of the people turned up. Had an unexpected guest today, Jac, Ken's the Girlfriend. But o well guess we all know each other its alright. It was great to be able to meet up with them as a class again, the atmosphere was great. Catching up, crapping about. Playing Black Jack. All the cold jokes, and the clumsiness of the few people spilling drinks and dropping food on each other, although it should be something to be angry at but somehow it just becomes a laughing matter. Well thanks for those who turned up and hope u all had a great time. I'll try to organise these small events frequently so we'll always keep in contact ya?

Well somethings happened today that made me thought about the past, after the bbq when everyone left and i am left alone in my room. I thought of some old friends. Well, how can some people change so much that even those closest to them now feel they are total strangers. Guess that's life, you lose some, you gain some.

Was thinking of something which Pastor Doug spoke about during the BBQ. We had so much food on our tables that were not cooked. So a phrase he said struck my mind.

We do not live on food but by the word of god.

What does this phrase means? Is it telling us that although food is the item that's giving us the energy to carrying out our daily activities, it is not the one that will let us carry out our spiritual activities?? That the word of god is the only thing that can give us energy for our spiritual self? I really agree with what Senior Pastor Khong said quite long ago.

We are all smart beyond our own good.

We start to think for ourself and make decisions on our own instead of listening to God's word. We start to doubt and then start to make choices that selfishly benefit us. Well thats what i was wondering while i am staying at the 4 blanks walls of my room. Thinking of refurnishing my room and removing some cupboards and adding some things to my plain walls. Well, i'll have to wait till after CNY before doing all thses.

A Strange Coincidence

Just got back from work and found out i left my computer on for the whole day. Lolz. Today at work was a very strange day. I met two people whom i knew. Lolz. One was Sharon Sin de father, and another was my senior, Cui Jing whom i met a NYP de open house(as i was half awake that day i maybe wrong. haha =P) Well shes still very friendly. Haha Surprised she knew who i was, honored haha and three of my colleges said u were pretty lolz. But i doubt she knows my name. Lolz. Anyways, tomorrow will be a busy day for me. Going to holland V de NYDC for King Kong's farewell party. Shes heading to holland for and exchange programme. No idea what that is. Anyways, wish her all the best and hope to hear from her soon. And my BBQ is finally coming. Its on this monday, so hopefully the weather will be good for us and everyone will like the food. Sadly not everyone i invited could come. But i guess its alright. Well getting kinda hungry now as Zheng hao stole half my bowl of porridge, and as it was porridge i would never get full no matter how much i ate. So i'll cook maggi mee for myself haha. Starting to work out now, doing push ups every now and then. Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day for me. O yea and i want to dye my hair! Lolz. Ash gray and a few highlights, hopefully it will look nice and not make me look like a beng. Lolz.

NYP Open House

Just got back form NYP open house. Lots of people there. Lolz. Went there with jessica since i got nothing to do also and i cant sleep. Lolz. Surprisingly i am more active then i was in the morning lolz. Something is really wrong with me haha. While walking round the campus we walked past the course which i had in mind during my Secondary School days. Well, made me thought of some stuffs. Well, slacking at home atm. Helping cheryl to set up her cell blog. And its taking a very long time. I just remembered that jessica had a pen which has purple ink! Haha. I want one of those. Gonna get it from her one day lolz. Well thats all for now.

Long time since last post.

Its been a long time since i posted. Dont know why but this few days i could not get to sleep at night. Sleeping at 4 or 5 am this few days. Today was the worse. For the whole night i could not get to sleep at all. Stayed awake for the whole night waiting for the time to pass till my baskbetball training. But sadly, i recieved a sms from zh that bb was canceled due to bad weather. Now i got nothing to do for the whole day.

Back from Sec 1 Orientation Camp.

Just got back from the Sec 1 orientation Camp. It was so chaotic that everything we planned was scrapped off and we had to reschedule everything again, Thanks to a certain someone. Well, it started off well but as usual. Sec1s were super quiet and shy.. but once they knew each other they went wild. I just feel that this orientation camp can never compare to the ones i went through as a Sec1 and as a peer leader.

First,
We did not have enough time to bond with the sec1s, we were just like strangers just crossing into their life. Unlike the previous time where there was such a great bonding between us and our group leaders and between us the peer leader or even the games masters with the group members. This time, we had no time to bond. We did not know anyone of them. What i find missing is that they should still keep the peer leader taking the sec1s for their first day on school, and for the orientation camps. So, they see the same faces and can connect with them better, and would also know the seniors in the school at the same time.

Secondly,
Without a peer leader camp, or a training camp for the facilitators. Everyone does not know how to do this cheer, and another cheer, and so on and so fourth. Everyone is not ready or prepared to take their groups and to lead 8 classes of Sec1s. Even if the teachers are there, they cant possibly be there 24/7 with them. There are times during breaks, during meals we have time with them. If we are not prepared we cant do things to our fullest.

Thirdly,
If teachers wants us to plan for them. Let us run the programme. Not that i do not like teachers or anything but having them change anything last minute makes it very hard to us to follow the time schedule allocated.

Well, really hope the next orientation camp or what ever camp i will join will be a good one. And time is really given to us to plan out everything single thing in detail.

Overall it was a fun orientation and a memory worth remembering. The other leaders i met. The achivement of teaching the sec1s their batch song in 2 days. Well, hopfully the next camp will be as succesful as this if not more succesful. Thank god for the people who came back to help and hope that you would bless them.

Here are some pics of the camps.(I'll try to get more)

The so called "Tsunami Victims"


Zheng Hao, Cheryl and Me(Lefi To Right)


US LEADERS!!!!!

Funny clips that brighten up our life.

Hey been a few days since i have blogged. Well i have put those stuff that are bothering me behind me now and moving on with my life. i found a really cute video just now and would like to share it with who ever comes here. Well as we all know babies are just adorable, well when they are young. And also laughter is contagious. Here's some video which combines both of them together. Hope u guys enjoy it as much as i do.

First post encounter lesson today, morning met fei and cheryl to pass fei his flowers, ended up we were late for our lessons. Met sharon at bukit merah while walking to magic box. Learned quite a lot of new things today.

During service, things happened. And i know i should not be bothered by these but somehow i cant control myself. My mood just get affected. Did not have the mood to do anything today. Just wanted to go somewhere quiet and be alone.

Well, nothing much to post today.. not in the mood..

Why do i feel so different from how we were last time...

Finally after a long week of waiting my bass guitar finally came! But sadly the strings got screwed up and i have to bring it to a shop and restring it all over again. That gives me more stuff to do on my already busy saturday. Gotta bring the guitar to the shop at penisula plaza in the late morning. After that gotta go back to red hill for my cell group, then gotta go back to IMM to get something. All the while carrying my heavy ass guitar aloing. Lolz. What a day!

Today was a ok day for me, played ball in the morning but it was a slow day. Haha went to IMM to see Diana from long beach, i think i'll be working there during this few weeks so to earn the extra cash lolz. Then slacked at home all day long waiting for my guitar haha.

Well here's a pic of my guitar,

and also a few days ago there was this very beautiful rainbow that appeared around my area.

First Post In 2007...

Its the year 2007 already, time past so fast. Went for my church the countdown party for the countdown. Glad to have ended 2006 with such nice memories. Thx to my 2 bros who came down and my brothers in my cell. 2006 was a year full of regrets, sadly things i have done have already been done. I'll be going for National Service i guess.

Would like to thank sharon, for bringing me to church and letting me know god.

To Stanley's, Shane's and Hui Min's the cell, glad to know you guys and girls and hope to have much more happy memories with you guys.

And to my Bros and Sis from 5/1 and my shatec class, hope u guys have a fruitful 2007.

To you Basketball Boys, hope we can meet up as often as possible for games and matches.

And to all my sistas, thx for being there when i feel down and cheering me up =)

I have been thinking about stuffs lately and there is something which i would like to share. Sometimes, do you feel as if you have been used? Only to be looked for only when someone is bored? Only when he or she has no one else to look for? And fogotten once everything is normal? Well, thats my own thinking some may think otherwise. 2006 has past and its time for a new start, a new beginning, a new year. Looking forward to 2007, wondering what is ahead of me. What i have to overcome. Hopefully i'll know alot more people, and my life wont be like how it used to be in 2006.