Well, it was a great day for me. Todays plans went well, went out in the morning with my friends anc chatted with them. Crapped about alot of stuffs. And i have a friend who have such a bad sense of direction that even me walking aimlessly i actually find a way out of the place. Lolz even thou she was the one who brought us there. Haha.
At 3:30 i met fei at NYP to play basketball at his school. Alot of people were there to play basketball and something funny happen to my ankle which i had sprained a few weeks ago. It was really affecting me as long as i needed to use my ankle. Jumping, walking down steps and some others. During the first match i could not run nor jump very well. So i think i gave a really bad impression to the other team mates of mine. But, while i was playing the 2nd match. I accidently triped over someones foot and my left ankle cracked. It hurt initially but the funny thing is that my ankle was feel so much better, its not that stiff as it was before. And i could actually run and jump like i was not injured. Althou i could do all that i know that my ankle as not fully recoverd so i did not take of my ankle guard. Gotta get a new one as the old one is getting tighter, signs of me getting fat? Haha anyways played alot of good games todae, had a great team of players one and we played real well althou it was the first time we were playing. Rebounds seem to be easy to grab today and i dare to say that i had taken down most of the rebounds succesfully. And scored a few shots at the "B" and "C" spots. Well, fei fei was playing a almost perfect game too. He gained the confidence and started shooting. All his shots went in. NYP's basketball court is quite a nice court. Nice ground nice ring and nice nets.
I Thank God for this as i know its not possible to be so lucky that i tripped on someone's foot and instead of me injuring my sprain further, my sprain got better haha. And there was a crack too. Well. I think its God telling me to hang in there and not give up not matter what injuries you have, physically or emotionally, he will be there for you even if u do not know it. And he'll heal the wounds at the correct time to give u encouragements. I thank you once again Father.
Well, struggling with something within me atm.Tml is a event of a church and its kinda a big one, but i got another event that came up last min and its kinda important too.. I really wish to go for it but i really do not know what to do. Someone help me plz..
I know ah pa would ask me which is more important, God or my friends.
Its a really hard question for me now as well, God has done things for me in this life that no one can, but to me friends are important also. This friend of mine can be considered a realy good friend of mine. Confide in her with any problems in my life. Haiz.. what should i do.. i really do not know..
Friday, May 11, 2007
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Well, its 4 am in the morning now, woke up super early as i had quite a long nap in the morning. Planning to go for a jog later once the sun comes out. Well, during my nap i had a dream. A rather bad one i guess.
I dreamt of an old lady, no idea if it was my grandma or maybe my mum in the future. Who knows, well it was obvious that the person was very close to me as in my dream. She was very sick, and well it looks as if she could not make it or something like that. The person held my hands and i started to cry. I woke up and found out that i was really crying on my bed, and i felt my heart sinking.
Life is so unpridictable. One was my father's death. I was caught of guard. Even thou my mum had told me that my dad would not be able to make it. I did not believe her at all as the day before she told me i went to visit my dad at the hospital and he looked fine. Who would have expected that later that night he would have a fever. And currently, my PoPo is so sick till she sort of sat on the floor, near the toilet, in the middle of the night while i was watching tv and she did not have the strength to call out to me. And just now she got up to eat some biscuit and ended up coughing real bad in the toilet. Haiz.. i am so worried for her.
I am so scared at the moment, i am afraid that the dream that i had just now would come true. Haiz.. i really do not wish to attend any more funerals in my life, especially those who are close to me.
I dreamt of an old lady, no idea if it was my grandma or maybe my mum in the future. Who knows, well it was obvious that the person was very close to me as in my dream. She was very sick, and well it looks as if she could not make it or something like that. The person held my hands and i started to cry. I woke up and found out that i was really crying on my bed, and i felt my heart sinking.
Life is so unpridictable. One was my father's death. I was caught of guard. Even thou my mum had told me that my dad would not be able to make it. I did not believe her at all as the day before she told me i went to visit my dad at the hospital and he looked fine. Who would have expected that later that night he would have a fever. And currently, my PoPo is so sick till she sort of sat on the floor, near the toilet, in the middle of the night while i was watching tv and she did not have the strength to call out to me. And just now she got up to eat some biscuit and ended up coughing real bad in the toilet. Haiz.. i am so worried for her.
I am so scared at the moment, i am afraid that the dream that i had just now would come true. Haiz.. i really do not wish to attend any more funerals in my life, especially those who are close to me.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
I am 18!
Yesterday was my birthday, and i am finally 18. Well, celebrated my birthday earlier with my relatives and my ma ma. Not sure how old was she thou, did not ask. Well, it was a rather fun bbq. Preparing food for the whole day, friends drinking with me the night before till 4 am in the morning. Chatting about everything under the sun(or rather under the moon) for the whole night. Some pictures of the BBQ.
Mama and Me with my Mum and Aunty Uncles
My Sis and I with my other cousins. Notice the cute Boy sitting on my lap :D
This are the people whom i have grown up with. Looking back, we kids had so much fun when we were young. During gatherings we would run around, playing with anything we can get hold of. All of us have grown up so much. Even the newest addition to our group, Kit Zai the little man there, is so active. Running around, swimming and more running. Laughing no matter what happened and that cute little smile of his. He brings alot of joy to our huge family, and most of all to me MaMa.
Well, watched spiderman todae and it was a nice movie.
The plot was great as there was alot of unexpected twist in the plot. Goblin turned out good in the end, and teamed up with Spidey to fight Venom and Sandman which was another twist in the movie. Turned out that this guy who turned into Sandman was originally the person who shot Pete's uncle, notice i used shot, not killed.
Well, reason is that he was the accomplice of the other person who spidey killed in part 1. He was scared and fired the shot accidently at Ben, and well he was about to put the gun down and give up the whole robbery thing.
As for Venom, he was the photographer that tried to steal parker's job and ended up being Venom when spidey teared off the suit which was infested by the symbiont. Creating venom in the end. If you guys read the comic or seen the cartoon, Venom has one fear. Which was sound, or rather and loud sound. Well watch it for yourself and its the best.
Quite a touching movie too, had tears in my eyes in a certain part of the movie. Reminds me how important friends are and no one can live without them. A quote from the movie, "Everybody needs help," from M.J.W. Well, the 2nd part of that sentence i guess everyone heard it from the trailer of spiderman 3. Its so true. Everyone needs help no matter who they are. Even if they are your arch enemies, putting aside their differences and helping each other would do so much good to them self.
Alot of comical moments in this films also. A great mixture of romance, action and some shockers too. A few of us got caught off guard in a certain scene and the whole row shaked.
Another thing in the movie that i felt curious about was the power of love, it could turn someone good or bad. Is it that powerfull? The feeling of love is so distant from me now, ever since the previous relationship i was in i dared not put my heart out for someone. Afraid it would be dropped or scarred. Well, its just funny thing inside me. Maybe if one day, i'll meet someone whom i could open up freely too, i'll be able to do it.
I seem to type alot today, had a lot of inspiration from the movie. I also made a point to type in proper english as i found out i lack practise and find it hard to actually think if words to write. Should start blogging and practising my english. Well, i think thats it for now. Hopefully those tat drop by had a great time reading my wall of text.
Thanks for dropping by. -Ben
Mama and Me with my Mum and Aunty Uncles
My Sis and I with my other cousins. Notice the cute Boy sitting on my lap :D
This are the people whom i have grown up with. Looking back, we kids had so much fun when we were young. During gatherings we would run around, playing with anything we can get hold of. All of us have grown up so much. Even the newest addition to our group, Kit Zai the little man there, is so active. Running around, swimming and more running. Laughing no matter what happened and that cute little smile of his. He brings alot of joy to our huge family, and most of all to me MaMa.
Well, watched spiderman todae and it was a nice movie.
The plot was great as there was alot of unexpected twist in the plot. Goblin turned out good in the end, and teamed up with Spidey to fight Venom and Sandman which was another twist in the movie. Turned out that this guy who turned into Sandman was originally the person who shot Pete's uncle, notice i used shot, not killed.
Well, reason is that he was the accomplice of the other person who spidey killed in part 1. He was scared and fired the shot accidently at Ben, and well he was about to put the gun down and give up the whole robbery thing.
As for Venom, he was the photographer that tried to steal parker's job and ended up being Venom when spidey teared off the suit which was infested by the symbiont. Creating venom in the end. If you guys read the comic or seen the cartoon, Venom has one fear. Which was sound, or rather and loud sound. Well watch it for yourself and its the best.
Quite a touching movie too, had tears in my eyes in a certain part of the movie. Reminds me how important friends are and no one can live without them. A quote from the movie, "Everybody needs help," from M.J.W. Well, the 2nd part of that sentence i guess everyone heard it from the trailer of spiderman 3. Its so true. Everyone needs help no matter who they are. Even if they are your arch enemies, putting aside their differences and helping each other would do so much good to them self.
Alot of comical moments in this films also. A great mixture of romance, action and some shockers too. A few of us got caught off guard in a certain scene and the whole row shaked.
Another thing in the movie that i felt curious about was the power of love, it could turn someone good or bad. Is it that powerfull? The feeling of love is so distant from me now, ever since the previous relationship i was in i dared not put my heart out for someone. Afraid it would be dropped or scarred. Well, its just funny thing inside me. Maybe if one day, i'll meet someone whom i could open up freely too, i'll be able to do it.
I seem to type alot today, had a lot of inspiration from the movie. I also made a point to type in proper english as i found out i lack practise and find it hard to actually think if words to write. Should start blogging and practising my english. Well, i think thats it for now. Hopefully those tat drop by had a great time reading my wall of text.
Thanks for dropping by. -Ben
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